Though it is difficult to admit one's failure, I have to, since I have been used to be dog-ass, for only in this way I can move on along the road I determined. Facing and admitting one's failure doesn't mean weakness. Only people with strong mind could do it. You have to understand there is always something that you cannot change no matter how hard you try.

I also feel depressed now and then. But all the pain, suffering, or distress makes me feel real. As long as I have already done the best I can, temporary failure cannot stop me steps. I'll just give another shot. Because this is life, and life is not perfect. I myself even don't know how I overcome those obstacles for all these years and still keep optimistic. But I have reached farther than if I never met those difficulties. For that reason, I am grateful to the hardness that makes me grow. And if you can see the bigger picture, you'll find how beautiful the life is in itself.